Sõnale after leiti 19 luuletust
Shedding
It was not so long time ago,
when my sky did shed its skin.
World collapsed and crushed everything I held so dear,
I did felt, that end was near.
Anger goes its own way, and probably this sadness too,
You know, You´ve got Your lesson,
not to fuck around, with peoples person!
Walk Your path and let me be.
You know I held You,
like no one before,
You know I Loved You,
like maybe no one after...
But theres still hope and a dream,
of a red headed Queen,
Who do have a heart of unbelievable burn
I am willing to trust and maybe to fall, for Her beautiful call. - Janek V.
Leidsin üles vanad polaroidid
Leidsin üles vanad polaroidid
pole aastatega muutunud
mingi ajatuse vaakum on minusse jäänud
mingi ajaline nihe, et kõik pildid tehtud nagu eile
palju aastaid antud panti lihsalt seetõttu
et ei osanud vastu võtta otsust
nüüd saades süüdistusi selle eest,
et otsus on range, külm ja läbipaistmatu
pean ma olema nii iseenda mehelikus kui ka naiselikus rollis
samal ajal liigselt hoolitsedes teiste ees
jättes ennast taas tahaplaanile
või süütundega endale aega leides
mu pisike mina on hakanud minuga käima,
sisemine laps, nii nad seda vaimsetes ringides kutsuvad
hea .....
Warm up
I dont know how to start..
How to take part
Just need create some art...
Ok, I use my smart and heart.
Looking directsion east-west-north-south
I find both my mind and my mouth
Its time to show what i know.
AK is area to make some hysteria.
World never have been seen me in screen to feel.
Yee i feel now calm and motivated
I go rap stated
Yo my rich lips picks clips, when i am sick in mic like politic trick. Money focus wick split another hit. I give all six chicks lick my dick, they all my choose, why never lose that game other foolsh. Fix. Thats my life new rule. Hangin motocycle .....
I Want To Know
I want to know
Your deepest part
I want to know
Your weakest part
I want to know
Your hidden heart
I want to know
Your life goal chart
I want to see
Your days and nights
Unfolding up
And lighting lights
I want to see
What's coming next
And forming one
Amazing text
I want to know
Your deepest part
I want to know
Your weakest part
And see how truth
Can raise or fall
And you will conquer
After all
/Mari*Uri/
River flow
It could have turned 5 years,
But you`ve broken the vessel,
I couldn`t have expected,
It will even lead to tears.
It got pointless – our overview,
Much was done, but unless it,
I would have never suspected,
It would after all become you...
That time made by us,
Seemed to be filled,
With genuine joy and glow,
Once you`ve broken a vessel,
Thus have failed a single task,
So the onetime joy has now spilled –
Carried away by the river flow,
Why have you been so careless?
Hunnitud Avarused
Время – вот преграда,
Редко, лишь когда-то,
Может повезти,
Для глаз усладу,
Для души отраду,
Охотливо приобрести…
Oivalised avarused rõõmustavad silmi,
Kaunidus kunagi sinu ees laiali lebas,
Pärastiselt kerkivad need ilmed,
Vaiksetel vilkudel ainultki peas.
Ükskord vedas mul tabada ilu,
Püsib see mälus kireva jäljena,
Ega valetama ma ei kippu,
Ilma vapustuseta see ei jäeta...
Simple cure, it gets so warm,
Afterall because of these ones,
Seemed to make restless calm,
Naturaln .....
The ignorance
Draw the heart, and embrace the photo.
Feeling exploited, I burned the pulps.
From matches emerges a forest fire.
Getting scared, the water appears.
Around the jungle arises the river.
Beautiful blossom flower trees and sun,
Turned into cold ashes after hotness as fire.
Now everything is messed up.
I am a mess, an idiot and a loser
I can trust none around us.
Pretty sure his losing affection.
I can't fondness myself, I am embarrassed.
I burned the forest and tore the infatuation.
How can I forgive myself when I hurt them.
The therapist said, take a sapling
and spread the em .....
Here you lie
Here you lie
all cried-up and sad
missing some things
you never really had.
Hoping for my
mind to clear.
Don´t wait for this scum
your heaven is near.
You´ll find the joy
from all the little things around
Love is right beside you
it sneaks up without a sound.
You´ve gotta fly
right to the end of the skies.
Without regrets, no turning back
you´ve got to fly, no question "Why?"
You´ll find a love
better than me.
Healing takes some time
but one day you´ll see.
All the scars i teared on you
will heal and make you stronger.
And i think you´ll be goo .....
Louder than anything loud
I wonder, where We belong...
To stars, which are long burnt out...
Or to ground, which waits another round...
Yep, I still wonder, if earth is still round.
I know, after I descend into ground
my mind, will be blown
This moment, I found
Oh no, You can´t be so loud.
So, now I beg, please eject from my mind,
Reject all our memories of that time.
Never return and never ever bring back those silly lies
Leave and promise You´ll never be seen!
-Janek V.
I’m not the one who easily forgets
Don’t know you much but figure neither you
Of course it somehow happens step by step
But hits you then again out of the blue
Still think about that very special eve
The feeling that this night just never ends
We had just met and then you had to leave
Still heard a bit of you among your friends
As foolish or as witty it may sound
I always used to jog and think of you
it gave me strength to make another round
while Frank was singing „Fly me to the moon „
The finnish made my way to you
I haven’t used it since
But when we h .....
My wounds are deep,
can't get any sleep.
All I do is weep,
all our memories I keep.
Trying to move along,
listening to our song.
Living life wrong,
sadness stretched too long.
Coping with this pain,
nothing to gain.
Crying in the rain,
laying in painful vain.
A never-ending path,
unexpected wrath.
Tears fill the bath,
this is the aftermath.
A big price I paid,
onto the railroad I laid.
I'm a worthless maid,
who needs a ton of aid.
Myself is all I hate,
the hour is once again late.
Death is my certain fate,
but also a freedom gate.
Fucked up, I let myself .....
Disaster
I still remember the days when it all began,
After all, the sun shone.
Yet I remember the days when it all ended,
After all, it was stormy.
I remember what you said,
And how I reacted - I smiled.
I remember clearly how I yelled as you walked away,
it broke something in me - my heart.
I still remember those days so clearly,
So, all of which began and ended for all - a disaster.
Just know that
I know that we are spending our last hours together,
But neither of us do not recognize it
Your touches, they are speechless to me, but I'm drunk of them,
Although I would not want to, I will give up on you.
I know that I can be hidden or too down when I go to the eyes,
However, we both Now we know that we will see again.
All that was and is, after all, at some point disappear,
And my heart beating wildly.
I know that our memories will remain,
Even if all that is currently not want to miss.
Your word says, they make me pretty happy,
But you left unhappy.
Just know that...
Sometimes
I know that sometimes I think too loudly,
After all, you heard me.
I know that sometimes I speak too loudly,
After all, I asked you to remain silent.
I know that sometimes I scream,
Then, after all, all of them screamed.
I know that sometimes I feel too loudly,
After all, everyone will ask me not to do so,
But... I love you.
And the only thing I don't know is that if you love me, too.