Sõnale almost leiti 11 luuletust
I am just like a demon
I am just like a demon,
who is evil.
I like freedom
just like the devil.
My color is red,
I eat blood,
I like to be negative
not positive.
I wanna kill YOU,
I wanna feel YOUR fear,
if you dare
to show me.
I am a monster
I'm not like her,
I have a high temper,
you will be DISMEMBERED.
I am soulless,
I don't know, what is kindness,
look me the eye,
I can't tell, what you'll find.
III - Her
The lingering smell of her.
Ever so present in my memories
Ghosting Its fingers over me.
Leaving behind a want,
a need so desperate – almost dizzying.
Blurred lines of her figure,
casting themselves behind my eyelids.
So real in my mind's eye... yet
nowhere once I open them.
It's like she was never there.
Just the ghost of her left behind.
Now taunting me, driving me crazy.
Playing with my feelings,
tearing open healed wounds – making them bleed all over again
and again
and again.
In the nights
in the bottom of all nights
almost without any lights
i can see you but no clear
i definitely like i swear
i like your body outline shades
if i only find that trades
i wish more - i think its tough
i dont feel you close enough
eager voice without the fake
said "cant wait- dont think just take"
then we laid just with no clothes
with no meaning- with no proud
in the middle of next day
we have bearly something say
in the other hand i know
darkness brings us other show
midnight means us simple wishes
simple you and me and flight
just a body heat and kisses
just surrend .....
Love is something...
love is something that cant grow
like a tree or some else slow
almost always start explode
later long times coals would glow
love is something could hard die
like your kiss if said good bye
its possible not throw away
inside-mirror still wear name
only thing i want to cry
please still stay oh please dont go
or might it better sudden die
please dont wait and better go
Invisible love
The thing you do, the things you say,
Is almost telling me that way,
That i might fly around a world
And feel and know, that there is a Lord,
Who hold's me tight, who breath's with me
And there is nothing else to see.
Who treasures every moment, yes
Its you - my real happyness!
This kinda childish way you smile
And way, you're quiet for awhile...
Each morning wakes me up in bed
To read again, what you have sayed...
About you realy being troe
Is nothing else i have to do,
But seing your smile wich makes uplow
You took my heart - i love it so
Lips of an angel
Today
i almost drank my life away
i couldn´t stand another day
with all this guilt i feel.
Today
i almost put a bullet
between my own two eyes.
You couldn´t see but i´m
a real self-loather inside.
I drink and destruct
my self-balance´s disrupt.
Because i kissed
the lips of an angel.
Inside i feel you shined
a light to my hell
and all i ever want
is for my soul
to touch the lips
of an angel.
I´ve seen so many places
and seen so many faces
but all i ever felt was numb.
You took away my hatred
and gave me a sense of trust.
Now you´ve gone forever
and yo .....
Depression
If i had the choice between life and death,
honestly I would be dead.
My birth was a mistake,
but my life I can't take.
If my life I would end,
then my friends to death I would send.
Now hear me out alright,
suicide isn't right,
but suffering aint better either.
I don't wanna die,
but neither do i wanna slowly wither.
I've had enough of this bullshit,
since almost everyone i know is full of shit.
Goodbye.
I love my kindergarden friend
You know me from kindergarten,
You held me in that garden.
You cared about me each day,
We were together every day.
We played, we laughed together,
we were made for each other.
When I moved out,
You cried out loud.
You cried almost a week,
but sorry, that I was weak.
Then I saw you in a next school,
I fell in love with you,
at volleyball practice.
You noticed, that I have something on you.
Then we talked and we got closer,
every day, we got closer than ever.
I started to trust and tell you everything,
to me, you are my heart, my life.
One day, I hoped to be your wife .....
My best brother
My best brother,
who dares,
but I don't care,
what that is.
I don't care,
if he drinks.
I don't dare,
him, what to do.
He's always sleepy,
but never hungry.
He has a girlfriend
and good friend.
He is very kind
and funny.
Almost blind
and bunny.
He's such a bully,
but sometimes, ho got carried away,
but it's his bad way,
he's so scary.
He's so childish,
like a fish.
life
There was a hidden meaning in every word I ever said to you and you should know what is true
About the thing called love you´re a real heartbreaker and you broke my heart into two
I´m feeling so lonely through the night,lying in my bed
I will follow the moon in the midnight hour and I will see tonight a wild wild rose on black lace
Found myself lonely drowning in my tears,this time anymore I can´t trust your pretty face
I´m feeling sadness over you through the day,I´m feeling so sad
It would take me forever to find a place where my heart belongs
I´m tired of sadness and I´m tire .....