Sõnale my leiti 188 luuletust
Louder than anything loud
I wonder, where We belong...
To stars, which are long burnt out...
Or to ground, which waits another round...
Yep, I still wonder, if earth is still round.
I know, after I descend into ground
my mind, will be blown
This moment, I found
Oh no, You can´t be so loud.
So, now I beg, please eject from my mind,
Reject all our memories of that time.
Never return and never ever bring back those silly lies
Leave and promise You´ll never be seen!
-Janek V.
The look
With Your green eyes,
Take a look inside My eyes,
and tell me
that I wasn`t, just another second prize.
Though, it won`t be much of a suprise,
cause You still couldn`t manage
to throw away Your disguise.
You are so rare
and dear
Stay with me
and be my hun.
-Janek V.
2011
Now I know, it ain`t Love
Sweet, You can be so sweet,
Is there anyone sweeter, than You?
Show me more of that
I wanna feel more,
This pain is not enough for me,
I like pain, like to be used and swept floor with
Oh, how I`d like to be Your mop.
Use me more, mess me up, make me want You more
Then muster everybody You know and laugh at me
Oh yeah! I want to feel the pain in vain
Feel free to gain my Love and care
But later on, when You get tired of bleeding me,
I`ll be strong and will walk away, away from pain, I do not deserve!
-Janek V.
Nightmare
Just got a freakin` nightmare,
It sure hurts, as hell,
Its just 3 a.m
Oh hell!
With this crazy night as well
can sign myself, to the hospitel!
Or maybe, I`m about to find
an sacred well!
To make those demons,
go away and stay away
So I could stay as sane
as You think I am today.
-Janek V.
Here, with a lesson!
I once fell into a trap,
It was neat and sweet,
It held me tight
and with every sole heartbeat
It took my heart.
Many walked by,
while whispering- its really bittersweet.
I refused to listen.
So here I am,
No trap, no heart
A sole survivor of my own mishap.
-Janek V.
Senses
I want to touch Your skin, I´d like to crawl within,
...to feel Your essence, to get high.
...to feel this incredible scent, to be carried away
...to know how do You taste and how soft is your lip.
...to know how sun sets, when You sit near.
...to hear this insanely beautiful voice You deliver
...to hear thunder, when holding Your hand.
...to see those hair, waiving in the wind
...to see summer go cold and feel as its still cosy and warm.
...You to be my companion, and first lover in heart!
-Janek V. 19112015
Shedding
It was not so long time ago,
when my sky did shed its skin.
World collapsed and crushed everything I held so dear,
I did felt, that end was near.
Anger goes its own way, and probably this sadness too,
You know, You´ve got Your lesson,
not to fuck around, with peoples person!
Walk Your path and let me be.
You know I held You,
like no one before,
You know I Loved You,
like maybe no one after...
But theres still hope and a dream,
of a red headed Queen,
Who do have a heart of unbelievable burn
I am willing to trust and maybe to fall, for Her beautiful call. - Janek V.
Please...
Please hug me, like You`ve never hugged anyone before
Please kiss me, like You kissed me months ago
Please look at me, like You`re drowning in my eyes,
Please be close to me, like an Angel on my arm,
Please tell me something, like its the last time We meet.
Just something, I don`t know...
Please just hear me out, like I`m wisest in the world.
Please... just let me be, like we`ve never met each other,
never spoke or laughed together.
Or...
Please hold my hand, cause it makes me warm inside
Please whisper, what You really feel inside
Please make me feel like, one of a kind
The one .....
Delusion
I hate the categories like
Something’s wrong and something’s right
I don’t know neither law nor moral
Don’t go by bible or by choral.
I want the life to be in flower,
To „carpe diem“ every hour.
We’re rational and get things done
But when it comes to having fun
We do not act as is our due
and deviate from habitude
Skipping acroanesthesia
of felinophiles
yet in our rhapsodys
we can feel the vibes
What i don’t like is insincereness
And with this song i’ll try to be less:
Was scared that some day i’d back out
Like young and temerous boyscout
A .....
Distance
I'm out of breath, I just ran to the station
hope I don't catch my death of cold
Hell yeah, just great I was here right on time
the train is late and I'm on hold
and I wonder should I wait here at the first place
see what happens, if you miss me
if you miss me at all
It's not okay when you don't write me
or you don't make a good-night-call
but more and more when you are there beside me
It's not that right at all.
Cause when I'm with you I feel the distance and I don't want to be holding hands
I've tried to overcome
this resistance
but in my power it just doesn .....
Don´t say a word
Don't say a word
I've heard all of your stories
don't say a word
let us be
Don't utter a line
before I say good morning
your words are'nt
overwhelming me
Don't try to make me laugh
cause I don't find you witty
oh darling let your body
hold the speech
Just wind your arms around me
caress my hair and shoulders
forget the world and others
I beseech
I switch out my brain
and give myself to senses
I'm asking now if you could do the same
you're voice is such a pain
forgive me my affences
you are the only one to blame
Stop telling jokes
my limit is excee .....
I’m not the one who easily forgets
Don’t know you much but figure neither you
Of course it somehow happens step by step
But hits you then again out of the blue
Still think about that very special eve
The feeling that this night just never ends
We had just met and then you had to leave
Still heard a bit of you among your friends
As foolish or as witty it may sound
I always used to jog and think of you
it gave me strength to make another round
while Frank was singing „Fly me to the moon „
The finnish made my way to you
I haven’t used it since
But when we h .....
Christmas in Never Ever Land
There´s no snow behind his window
There´s no warmth in fireplace
Bowl of gingerbreads on table
But no flavor and no taste
He can hear the church bells ringing
And the carols from afar
Someone´s calling him and singing
Come and get your gift, my love
It´s christmas in the Netherlands
It´s christmas in New York
But in the Never Ever Land
There are no merry dwarfs
It´s christmas in the fairytale
It´s christmas in my song
And even from the christmas sales
One could bring some along
Christmas eves are filled with laughter
Holy nights are filled with joy
But the Neve .....
Oceans
I would trade away all
pointless things I own to
just be swept away by
warmth of sunday mornings
Once the sun fades, we will
face the empty waters
take a breath as time has
no more right to hold us
Sinking in the ocean
What will I believe in
'neath the old devotiones
Tryin' to keep your image
Safer from the world around
Although the contradictions
Several complicationes
Blurred in different meanings
Noone said It aint right
when you're under my skin
cant resist your sweet voice
and i am chasing your heartbeat
'cuz i quess soon be time
when i cant feel your lips nea .....